Friday, July 18, 2008

@ 6:00 AM

the principal wasn't in centre today.. so great !

today im feeling so free and im able to do so many things.. on 21 july onward she will be taking another centre and so she might not be coming over so ofter too.. or maybe she will be coming here half day and another centre half day..

was chit chatting with the teachers today and suddenly they talk about my eye.. they ask me to find a eye specialist and maybe there might be some help for it.. this is my second time i cried in the centre..

the first time was when i wan to quit and the principal spoke to me for 20 min.. lol.. im not sure why that time i cried.. i think most probably i feel bad about quitting as everyone was very nice to me ba.. kns.. bitchy me..

and today.. i think its becase like what one of the teacher said.. 提到我的伤心处吧...it is so natural that my tears will come out whenever people ask about it...

i went home today and went around searching the web regarding my eye.. suspecting it was lazy eye.. and what i suspect might be true..

im consider having ptosis ( droopy eyelid ) http://www.stlukeseye.com/conditions/Ptosis.asp
and i even went to the singapore eye centre to check it out..
http://www.snec.com.sg/eye/drooping.asp

i believe my problem is this because this can happen if there is injury.. because when im young i fall from a very tall height and hit the head..

the treatment for ptosis is to treated surgically.. the surgery is to elevate the upper eye lid to permit a full field of vision, and attempt to achieve symmetry when the patient is looking straight ahead... and this is the only way..

having ptosis wil have the risk of developing "lazy eyes" or amblyopia, squints and astigmatism...

i have high astigmatism.. as for lazy eye.. i search around the web and i found out it look like my case too..
http://www.lazyeye.org/#notsame
http://www.snec.com.sg/eye/amblyopia.asp

there is cure for this.. but because i did not treat it early.. so it might take a very long time to cure it..

although im having this problem.. but im feeling relieve that there is cure for it.. i will find some day and take a trip down to singapore eye centre and know more about the surgery...

Friday, July 18, 2008

@ 6:00 AM

the principal wasn't in centre today.. so great !

today im feeling so free and im able to do so many things.. on 21 july onward she will be taking another centre and so she might not be coming over so ofter too.. or maybe she will be coming here half day and another centre half day..

was chit chatting with the teachers today and suddenly they talk about my eye.. they ask me to find a eye specialist and maybe there might be some help for it.. this is my second time i cried in the centre..

the first time was when i wan to quit and the principal spoke to me for 20 min.. lol.. im not sure why that time i cried.. i think most probably i feel bad about quitting as everyone was very nice to me ba.. kns.. bitchy me..

and today.. i think its becase like what one of the teacher said.. 提到我的伤心处吧...it is so natural that my tears will come out whenever people ask about it...

i went home today and went around searching the web regarding my eye.. suspecting it was lazy eye.. and what i suspect might be true..

im consider having ptosis ( droopy eyelid ) http://www.stlukeseye.com/conditions/Ptosis.asp
and i even went to the singapore eye centre to check it out..
http://www.snec.com.sg/eye/drooping.asp

i believe my problem is this because this can happen if there is injury.. because when im young i fall from a very tall height and hit the head..

the treatment for ptosis is to treated surgically.. the surgery is to elevate the upper eye lid to permit a full field of vision, and attempt to achieve symmetry when the patient is looking straight ahead... and this is the only way..

having ptosis wil have the risk of developing "lazy eyes" or amblyopia, squints and astigmatism...

i have high astigmatism.. as for lazy eye.. i search around the web and i found out it look like my case too..
http://www.lazyeye.org/#notsame
http://www.snec.com.sg/eye/amblyopia.asp

there is cure for this.. but because i did not treat it early.. so it might take a very long time to cure it..

although im having this problem.. but im feeling relieve that there is cure for it.. i will find some day and take a trip down to singapore eye centre and know more about the surgery...