Monday, June 30, 2008

@ 1:22 AM

went out with him for dinner at bugis V8...

both of us feel weird when see each other.. maybe because we are no longer bf and gf...

i can sense there is changes in him... is it because he wants to win my heart back then he treat me better than before or he really change?

i feel like holding his hand when walking , i feel like lying on his shoulder when in train . i feel like hugging him before he left home... but... i did not..i can't bring myself to do it.. i don noe why..

we are very quiet during the journey back home.. thinking whether should i embark on a relationship which i not sure of but happy or should i embark on a relationship which will last but not really that happy?

this situation look so much like L case... if i have ask earlier and not accept so fast.. anyway L's life seem very happy...

Monday, June 30, 2008

@ 1:22 AM

went out with him for dinner at bugis V8...

both of us feel weird when see each other.. maybe because we are no longer bf and gf...

i can sense there is changes in him... is it because he wants to win my heart back then he treat me better than before or he really change?

i feel like holding his hand when walking , i feel like lying on his shoulder when in train . i feel like hugging him before he left home... but... i did not..i can't bring myself to do it.. i don noe why..

we are very quiet during the journey back home.. thinking whether should i embark on a relationship which i not sure of but happy or should i embark on a relationship which will last but not really that happy?

this situation look so much like L case... if i have ask earlier and not accept so fast.. anyway L's life seem very happy...