Tuesday, July 8, 2008

@ 7:32 PM

went out with him on sun.. decided to patch back with him.. and when i decide to patch back with him.. i already make my decision to stop contacting 'him' ...

we went to lau pa sat for dinner.. he know i craving for satay.. so he brought me there... other den having satay.. he also bought my all times favourite pop pia!! and also sambal stingray..
had a very fulfilling dinner and we went to esplanade.. this is when i tell him that i decide to patch back with him..

as usual.. he ask me many question.. and i tell him the 'candy and meat' story.. i don know why i suddenly think of it at that point of time...

'he' is jus like a candy.. u took it and feel very sweet and happy,however it only last for a short period of time.. as compare to a piece of meat ..it will be a much better choice as it is more fulfillin..bt plain la.. cos nt sweet like a candy ma..

anyway tt is jus some rubbish of mine..

since i decided to patch back with him.. that night 'he' sms me saying he is back.. wanted to reply him.. but i decide not to.. i don wan to fall further in anymore..

we seem well on the following day.. until this afternoon.. he went to read my blog and also his blog.. im sorry that he went to read your blog.. after this post im goin to make it private again and i decide to change all my password..

after so many days.. i feel that maybe because i don love him as much as he love me.. that is why my heart tends to sway away so easily.. because if u really like that person.. no matter what.. u will still stay with him.. like L.. thou i jus know him not very long.. but i love him.. i still cant forget him..maybe need fews years ba...

so for now.. i don wan to ask 'him'... and i don wan to know how 'he' feel either.. and for jj.. i think i need some more time.. currently treating them as friend only..

he feel that he is chasing me.. lol

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

@ 7:32 PM

went out with him on sun.. decided to patch back with him.. and when i decide to patch back with him.. i already make my decision to stop contacting 'him' ...

we went to lau pa sat for dinner.. he know i craving for satay.. so he brought me there... other den having satay.. he also bought my all times favourite pop pia!! and also sambal stingray..
had a very fulfilling dinner and we went to esplanade.. this is when i tell him that i decide to patch back with him..

as usual.. he ask me many question.. and i tell him the 'candy and meat' story.. i don know why i suddenly think of it at that point of time...

'he' is jus like a candy.. u took it and feel very sweet and happy,however it only last for a short period of time.. as compare to a piece of meat ..it will be a much better choice as it is more fulfillin..bt plain la.. cos nt sweet like a candy ma..

anyway tt is jus some rubbish of mine..

since i decided to patch back with him.. that night 'he' sms me saying he is back.. wanted to reply him.. but i decide not to.. i don wan to fall further in anymore..

we seem well on the following day.. until this afternoon.. he went to read my blog and also his blog.. im sorry that he went to read your blog.. after this post im goin to make it private again and i decide to change all my password..

after so many days.. i feel that maybe because i don love him as much as he love me.. that is why my heart tends to sway away so easily.. because if u really like that person.. no matter what.. u will still stay with him.. like L.. thou i jus know him not very long.. but i love him.. i still cant forget him..maybe need fews years ba...

so for now.. i don wan to ask 'him'... and i don wan to know how 'he' feel either.. and for jj.. i think i need some more time.. currently treating them as friend only..

he feel that he is chasing me.. lol