Wednesday, September 24, 2008

@ 11:41 PM

actually don want to blog.. but it making me so angry till i wan to write to vent my anger over here.. so far we are gettin ok but my feelin for him change..

so angry with myself also.. why.. because i forget to del my conversation with 'him' and end up due to i slp early ytd and he use my com, his sis send him song, den he found out one of his photo.. i forget hw come i gt 'his' photo.. i think that time its in my hp and i transfer it out den i put in the receive folder ba.. so suay he use ytd and find out 'his' photo.. cos i tot he wont use my com to sent and receive things, so i put it there.. sometime when u suay.. u really very suay...

den he went to check my chat log.. i deleted all 'his' chat log bt the latest one i did not delete! so shitty of me.. so end up in the morning, he start bombarding me with questions..

just went to check wat is the chat that we were talking lately and see the photo for the last time..cos i also don wan to keep it.. since i said i want to forget him.. den i find out the rename the photo to 'what the fuck is this'

come on.. i don know since when he become like this.. it like he is getting from bad to worst.. last time he don seem to be so rude or wat.. now he doesn't look like him anymore.. don noe is it i said i like bad boys, i prefer ITE guys as compare to JC guys.. den he start behaving this way.. my bad doesn't mean that way..

i know partly is my fault too.. so i don blame him that much.. it just that he is making me very angry...

其实我是放不下。。 现在的我只是在逃避

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

@ 11:41 PM

actually don want to blog.. but it making me so angry till i wan to write to vent my anger over here.. so far we are gettin ok but my feelin for him change..

so angry with myself also.. why.. because i forget to del my conversation with 'him' and end up due to i slp early ytd and he use my com, his sis send him song, den he found out one of his photo.. i forget hw come i gt 'his' photo.. i think that time its in my hp and i transfer it out den i put in the receive folder ba.. so suay he use ytd and find out 'his' photo.. cos i tot he wont use my com to sent and receive things, so i put it there.. sometime when u suay.. u really very suay...

den he went to check my chat log.. i deleted all 'his' chat log bt the latest one i did not delete! so shitty of me.. so end up in the morning, he start bombarding me with questions..

just went to check wat is the chat that we were talking lately and see the photo for the last time..cos i also don wan to keep it.. since i said i want to forget him.. den i find out the rename the photo to 'what the fuck is this'

come on.. i don know since when he become like this.. it like he is getting from bad to worst.. last time he don seem to be so rude or wat.. now he doesn't look like him anymore.. don noe is it i said i like bad boys, i prefer ITE guys as compare to JC guys.. den he start behaving this way.. my bad doesn't mean that way..

i know partly is my fault too.. so i don blame him that much.. it just that he is making me very angry...

其实我是放不下。。 现在的我只是在逃避